Not sure why I feel lost these days, but I do. Nothing is wrong. Everything is actually really good. But, something is causing me to feel lost. Like I am supposed to be doing something.
I have all these ideas swirling in my mind of what I could be doing, but nothing seems to click. I talk to God all the time with prayer time each morning to just sit with Him. Looking for the guidance of what to do next. I know there’s something, but finding it isn’t like a real lightbulb moment.
I have decided to make a move to downsize my townhouse to a small studio apartment. I am just tired of the clutter and stuff, it’s everywhere and I just don’t need it. A cheaper place is part of it, but a clean slate is what I am truly looking forward to with this move.
Then, I am exploring what else I can learn. I read more than I ever have which is great but what else? I watch podcasts to keep up with current events. I workout often, eat good and always researching the best supplements. Mentally in a great place of staying healthy overall.
My kids and grandkids are all great, working, school and all that jazz. Everyone is healthy, happy and safe.
So, what’s my problem? I honestly don’t know and I am pretty sure it’s not coming to me on this particular blog, but’s a real feeling.
Where do you go when you know your supposed to be doing something and you don’t know what it is?
For me, I will just keep doing what I am doing…taking steps forward each day. Staying faithful to my relationship with God and a healthier lifestyle. Then, I suppose it will be obvious when I need to change directions or do something else…whatever it might be.
~Many Blessings
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